WAW - Possible MLC I need help, WAWs advice IV

[LucasE]

I just wanted to jump in and say that I am still here with you sharing this ride. I hate it too. We are going to make it. It doesn't look like it is going to turn out the way we want it so badly to turn out. But it will turn into something and it really looks right now that what ever that is, it will be better than this. Your current pain is giving me a moment of peace. That seems to be the way it works. We cannot all lose it at the same time. Somebody has to chill to keep us afloat. I have been blaming myself for all of my stupid mistakes for the last 24 hours. People say don't do it, but they have no idea. I too, fix everything and I think that is what makes this so hard. Letting go seems to be the only option today. And even if that is exactly what we think she wants, that can't matter today. I say, let go. For now. For you. For me. This is our life now. Let's live it.