I have absolutely no idea what to say K. I just know that I'm so sad for you. It's like your M is just slightly out of your reach and you keep stretching and stretching only to have it never get any closer. I'm so sorry.
Do what you need to do for you and I'll support you no matter what!
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!