I remembered this when I went for my ride. I hate myself for that. I hate myself for giving into nothing...I hate the fact that I would still take her back.....I hate the fact that she is happy in someone else's arms and bed....I hate the fact that if I wasn't a jealous loud mouth drunk that this may not be happening right now....I hate the fact that I really miss her...I hate detaching because it makes me seem out of sight and out of reach to her....And I hate the fact that I am so far awy right now....
You really should focus on acceptance, which not only means accepting her R with OM, but accepting all these other things you "hate". Once you start that , you'll see how all these things intertwine with each other and play their role in why things are the way they are and thngs get easier from there to deal with.
Me 35/XW 33 S13 & S12 M: 10/17/98 OM & S: 07/08 D final 06/09/09 12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing" 06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10 06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11
