Well it's me again....I think he is staying cause he asked me when I was going to start the tomato seeds so WE could get them going for planting in the spring. I said WHAT ...Oh...OK ...so I will do that this weekend....He also said we could go somewhere in March for a few days.....I am excited but also nervous cause I know he could change his mind at any given time,But this does give me some hope. We still have great sex once a week and I think that helps keep us some what close . He does not tell me He Loves Me but if I say it. He will say He loves me too but I think he is uncomfortable about it. I started to go to church last week and that really helped . I look forward to going again this week. I hope we can stay on this positve track.
