What's with all the name calling? Is that helpful to anybody? FRUSTRATION, BEATS HTTING WALLS WITH MY HEAD
Is this what Detachment looks like? NO. JUST FRUSTRATION. IT ISN'T ANYTHING BUT PURE FRUSTRATION. LEFT HERE FOR A ROAD TRIP AND WANTED TO GO TO CHURCH. SANCTITY.
How are your kids gonna be affected when you throw in the towel? ARE YOU KIDDING ME, THEY KEEP TELLING ME TOO. I THINK D17 LIKES SEEING ME HOLDON THO.
What about your insight that most marriages can be saved if the LBS hangs on? I BELIEVE IT, BUT AGAIN, SOMEONE HAS TO MAKE UP THE STATS FOR THOSE WHO DON'T MAKE IT. TRUST ME I DO NOT WANT TO BE IN THAT LINE.
Why did you expect your W to "hit bottom" on YOUR timetable? DIDN'T, I KNOW IT SOUNDS IT. I AM UPSET THAT SHE DIDN'T EVEN READ VERY CRITICAL MAIL. OH, SHE WILL HT ROCK BOTTOM, I DON'T KNOW WHEN , BUT SHE WILL.
How deep IS your faith? WANTED TO GO TO CHURCH WHEN I WENT FOR A RIDE. I AM TAKING THIS WALK BECAUSE I BELIEVE IT WILL KEEP ME SANE AND FOCUSED. MY HOPE IS DEAD, MY FAITH IS KEEPING ME ALIVE.
Come on, Lonely D....you are supposed to be walkin' the walk! AND THAT'S WHAT REBOUNDED ME. HE ASKED WHY I WAS SO UPSET, THAT IS HER PATH, LET HER WALK IT, YOU CANNOT CONTROL IT. LOOK TOWARDS THE LIGHT AND KEEP WALKING
I watched a TV show the other night and a comment was made that I want to share with everyone. I have memorized it because I think it belongs on this site.
These two people were buried alive in this car. the woman turns to the guy and says "We need to have faith" He replies, "Faith,?Faith won't save us, its illogical that anyone willl find us" She looks at him and says "Faith is what you have when the logical seems impossible"
I remembered this when I went for my ride. I hate myself for that. I hate myself for giving into nothing...I hate the fact that I would still take her back.....I hate the fact that she is happy in someone else's arms and bed....I hate the fact that if I wasn't a jealous loud mouth drunk that this may not be happening right now....I hate the fact that I really miss her...I hate detaching because it makes me seem out of sight and out of reach to her....And I hate the fact that I am so far awy right now....
