Dday I am going through some wicked emotions right now, almost as hard as yours, my friend told, dude, just take a breath, get off the roler coaster and wait for her to get off. don't just sit there, go do things, but get off the roller coaster. We keep telling ourselves, no expectations and then we do this to ourselves. I am friggin losing it, why, becasue she sounded happy?! I'm as bad as her. Stay to you, be in charge of you, don't let her control your emoitons.