may be his "one true love"?

[mdoodles]

i know how u feel about wanting more information about ow. and i got my information, and i cannot answer if it helped me. i have more answers to my questions but it also hurts at the same time. it makes the ow more real. which is good and bad. if i had a choice now of deciding do i want to see what she looks like? do i want to know her name and information? i think i may actually say no. some things are better left to the imagination. but only u can decide that for yourself.

as for your finances, i know how u feel when u are afraid u pushed it. but nothing can be bad if u are protecting yourself.like my friends tell me - if protecting your money or protecting yourself in any way ultimately pushes him away permantly, then he was never really going to recommit to you...