I am actually mentally replaying last night to see where the wrong turn came in....I am pretty sure it was me telling him I was unhappy with him sleeping in the living room. If I had just let it go, he probably would not be having this 'talk' tonight. I am sure it would happen anyway, just a few days/weeks from now.
But I needed to say what I said, I cannot hide my own feelings for his sake....or I wouldn't be me.
The night seemed mostly positive: *H's sister invited us to a basketball game and then a piano bar on Saturday night, H and I talked about going
*H mentioned needing to go treat cows (vaccinate) sometime this weekend. I offered to help him and made a joke about having work boots and jeans (last time in November I went to help in tennis shoes and he bitched that I didn't really want to help b/c I didn't even dress right for farm work). He smiled at the joke and acted like he would like to have me come and help him.
*I was talking to H about his upcoming trip to Denver to go to a cattle show. I mentioned I would like us to take a trip together and he agreed that we should.
