I am taking the self defeating stance now FH. That phone call was like havig a tooth drilled without novacaine. I am absolutely livid right now, out of my mind crazy pissed!!! I can't even imagine, now, how Dday feels, damn!!!! I didn't have his hope or sign, I now have no hope at all, noe zero. Maybe thats why I was saying those things to myself and Him ast night, because it was true and it is really over. She is not anyone I know, she is not anyone I want to know, she is spent, used and I hope she lives the rest of her lifwe that way.
I will keep checkingin on everyone, but I don't think I can go on now. I just feel, I don't know....Maybe everyone is right, kick her to the curb, I deserve better..
