Just called I was going to tell her not to worry about Decembers and she was all happy go lucky, not a care in the world. I asked her if she called the bank and she said she left messages and whatever. She thinks she has like 30 dollars to her name. Checking acct is overdrawn. I asked about the accident reports and she says she talked to the insurance company and they are fine. she printed them off line. She never read any of the mail I had D17 give her. there is no way. she says she just talked to the bank about her car over the holidays, I said I just gave a repo notice. She didn't read anything that was handed to her. that's a fact. She says she fgave them her cell number and her work number. I told her they are leaving messages everyday. She didn't call them because she just paid them 200. I told her, you needed to call them by yesterday. she said oh... she definitely never opened anything because the accident report forms were in the mail.

She then says she needs to try and bury the deductible. I told her you need to take it to a shop on their list and they will be paid directly. She said I can't use my own, I told her no. It has to be authorized so the body shopis guranteed their money.

I asked how everything else was going and she saifd fine. She definitely didn't read the mail I just had D17 give her Wednesday or she is just that far out there. She is probably going to try and write a check at the store she has a check being held at tuesday next week like she does and she is going to get slapped. She told me there is a full time position opening in plaistow, if it fall s through they told her they would put her on full time there. she told them she needs a full time job and would have to leave. She sounds very happy and excited in her life....What the F@#$ am I doing hanging around?

Why am I waiting for her again? there is no signs of any hitting the wall, hitting rock bottom or anything...!! I think I am through. I really think that was it for me, I think she is not MLC, she is not anything, she is just someone who pissed 31 years with mye without a second thought, dragged my heart through the dirt , spit on it, had a good laugh and jumped int he sack with this POS. And i want her back why? No, its over, I want to thank everybody for their time and engergy and prayers, but that shipped has sailed. time for me to move on and find someone to share my life with , cause it most definitely aint her!!!