Tough time sleeping last night. thoughts of ending it, can't go on, why should I , I am not getting answers from Him, the whole shooting match.
I think you have gotten your answer.....WAIT! That IS one of God's answers. You won't always get "move forward" or "quit". He may be asking you just to "wait".
Regarding the insurance, here is what I would do. Call her up and tell her that you know she is going through alot financially with the car and all....and you don't want to add to that right now. Tell her she DOES need to know that she will have to be responsible for her own insurance but you are going to cover it this month so she can settle some of her other obligations. This is about the NEW you. I think alot of us are unable to separate ourselves from the pain and rejection we have suffered so we take a tough (self-defeating) stance with our WAS.
Praising God Daily, Remaining "FaithfulH" Me: 62 W: 62 D:33 S:30 & 31 Married: 40 Years BD: Sep 2006 Piecing: May 2007 2nd BD: May 2014 Working On It: Today