As you can tell by reading my response to Mel, I'm not doing well this morning. My W is playing games with me. 3 nights ago I asked her if she wanted to get to know me again, she said yes, and then for the past 2 nights shot down any attempt I made to just spend time as friends. Then this morning I go into work, and when I call her she just puts our D on the phone and hangs it up when our D is done talking, so I call back and she has an attitude with me because we don't have any starter logs at home for the fireplace. She's just looking for excuses to fight. I'm trying on making the rest of this month as peaceful as possible, but I just don't know if it's possible because I'm only human and she does everything in her power to incite me. I didn't give her an attitude back this morning, but it is so hard, especially when I know she has no real interest in me. She hardly looks me in the eye, she does absolutely nothing at all to try to connect with me on any level. I'm really trying to rebuild our friendship, but she is trying to do the opposite, which makes it soo hard. Thanks for checking on me and praying for me.
