Tough time sleeping last night. thoughts of ending it, can't go on, why should I , I am not getting answers from Him, the whole shooting match. Finally fell off. Felt a little better this morning, not sure why i did it. Mayb Dday's sitch got me upset. I feel bad for you buddy, but stay styrong. I was really upset what she is doing, bouncing back and forth woith your head like that.
I don't know if I should contact W today about car ins money or not. I know damn well she ain't got it, she is up to her ass in alligators. should I just stay dark until next week when she gets paid again? I am not sure...i am tinking the best thing for me to do is leave her alone, but I'd like to call her about the money just to see where her head is at with all of this heaped upon her. Any thpoughts? FH, 25year, Dday, T'Gone, Sandi, AmyC?
