My W surprised me last night. She talked about plans to go with a GF away for the weekend. The way I remember it was they were going to leave on Friday and stay until Saturday. Thursday night she packed her bags and said she'll see me Sunday. I told her how I thought she was leaving on Friday. She said she was but she was going to sleep over her GFs house so they could get an early start.

Then she hugged me for a bit and said goodbye. I was hurt, but kept it inside. Then she came back and hugged me again with another goodbye. When she finally left I felt this saddness that I haven't experienced in a very long time.

Just when I was protecting my feelings from her something like this happens.

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