Al, unless something is discussed and dealt with I am not going to spend an evening with his sister (who I stopped liking), get back at home at 5 in the morning, spend all of my Sunday recovering and NOT talk a full sentence with H (at these places music is live, very loud, smoke, booze, flowers, plates etc etc). That is not what I need. I will stop doing things hoping something will happen when I dont feel like it.
I would love to go out to dinner, a movie maybe, talk about life in general, nice things etc etc... That's not an option so I am staying home with my babies.
He asked why, I said I dont feel like going. End of discussion.
