Hey.. first.. but.. sorry to see you are down. I'm feeling like your post too! I'm so sorry things arent picking up. What happened about his invite on the weekend, you said he seemed surprised you didnt want to go.. did he ask you why not? Did you tell him why not? Could you reconsider?
Sending you a hug and a promise that I am sure we will turn a corner soon, at least by Spring !!! Al xxxxx