I got a text from the OW out of the blue today. Yesterday H e-mailed me saying he still doesn't have any money cuz he has to make a car pymt 1st. I e-mail back saying "gee thanks, we haven't paid rent in 2 months, hope your happy". I haven't stopped crying. I try so I don't let my D13 see so I have been hiding in my room all night. The PAIN I feel in my heart is beyond words. I miss him so much. I would just love to hear his voice. Even just a hello. Today I feel like that will NEVER happen.
I have no idea what to do from minute to minute. I keep reading DR and I just don't understand how I can get it to work when he is so far away.
