It scares me how much actual power I have in this situation, I could push my wife hard, and this would be over in a week or two.It is like the movie failsafe, my finger is hovering above the button to fire the nuclear missles.The fact that I can even think this way, tells me I need to pray. I am not happy with myself tonight.

I do much better when I don't see her.Part of me wants to see her and then part of me does not.

My wife is living such a fantasy existence.I am so glad this site exists, and the people on it, because I would not be prepared to deal with a mlc wife if all this help and information was not available.

m-54
w-44
children-4
bomb-sept 21 2007
t-21
m-20yrs
bomb-sept 23 2007 divorced but not giving up hope, not yethttp://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubb...rue#post1224023