Just arrived home to contractor telling me that my new (old) house has a ceiling that is not to code and will have to be fixed. Probably explains in part the sagging roof. It's all a big hassle but frankly will be easier to deal with by myself than with h - silver linings, I guess!
So, I figured out one of my big issues and I want to put it out there for others to comment on. I have an extreme lack of information about my h... him, the ow, their relationship, etc.
He doesn't seem happy? Why not? Is it just when I have the limited contact with him? Is it me and his feelings of guilt, remorse, regret?
I want more information... against the dbing code. I want to talk to him, put the cards on the table, get it all out.
I've been doing so well in not doing this but the compulsion to do so is growing stronger and stronger. Please tell me something to stop me!
I started crying as soon as I left my office building and cried in the car all the way home.
