Time for me to change....scared as Hell! 2

[theotherhalf]

True true, in the last weeks I've felt the "clearing". I am still very much at a loss but now with "ideas".

Having a downer day tonight. I miss my H (my true H) very much. I don't remember for sure but I think this is the most time gone by without seeing or talking to him. (not since Monday)The weekend is coming and they are always the hardest. Tried to make plans for Friday night with the girls. But I guess we have bad weather moving in again and D17 has to work. Nothing ever works out like I want it to. I pray that is not always the case...