Wow Hope just caught up. Sounds like a lot has happened. I'm sorry that the ow's h seems to be snapping. Unfortunately this is something that your H and she brought about. Which explains the drinking binge the other night in my mind. Remember he may be improving but I don't think you all are out of the woods yet and I hope you are prepared. He will bounce around for a while, especially since he does realize that he is the cause of the pain. Do your best to be strong and keep your health and attitude in check. Also, I would advise from the brain of a cheater, please be careful how upset you get when he does soemthing out of the ordinary. He feels guilty and he knows you will wonder where he is, what he is doing. If you want him to heal from that, and for your m to truly be healthy, he will have to as much as he can, you have to show him trust and support and love not anger and frustration. I know it sounds really stupid since it was you who was hurt and you whose trust was violated, but I guarantee if he feels like you are forever punishing him, your m will never be repaired. It is almost like starting from the beginning again, you have to just blindly trust him and his judgement, until he proves otherwise to you.
Love you girl.
If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.
