Episode IV: A New Hope (?)

[dday101798]

First off, I have not persued her at all during this recent stage of events.

She's the one that called me initially on last Tuesday begging to be friends and wnating to spend New Years together. She's the one that decided to come over on Saturday and have a 3 hour pow-wow with me. Afterward I sent a text of a quote "it's not how we survive the storm, but how we dance in the rain" to lift her spirits a bit and let her know I was here. Monday I called her because the kids were just dropped off, LITERALLY, at 6:40am and were almost locked out until school. Since then I heard nothing from her and made no attempts until 4:55 yesterday when she called me, and whne I got home she was there. Who's persueing who? Not me.

Secondly, I gave her my trust, Saturday, I never let on until last night after she imformed me that she's "too commited to him".

Lastly, so are you suggesting staying in the house? I'm really confused on that aspect, I want to leave, but I don't. Maybe if she 'pops up' again tonight she will finally say what I need to hear in that SHE WANTS me to stay.