God's will IS for reconciliation - always. But, he also gives us free will...and often we walk away from what we know HE wants. You are absolutely doing the right thing by giving it to God. KEEP IT THAT WAY. It's easy to say, but no easy to do.
4 hours each way? Wow.
Be cool. Be content. Be strong.
Me 36 Husband 35 D5 S2 separated: 10/29/07-present Served divorce papers 1/22/09 "When the world gives out beneath your feet, it is time to learn how to fly."