easier for her because she won't have thework of regaining your trust and re-establishing her life with yours. Oh, yeah, huge mistake, trust you me, she is making a mistake. You see if you just up and go, she is justified that it was better for everyone, be friends, be still my heart. How can you be expected to be friends with someone who ripped out your hart and now wants to use whenever the need suits her.
I think you need to go dark on her and let her evaluate the situation, not you. Get hold of yourslef and stay away from her. Do not pursue, let it go for now. I know you don't have much time left for your living arrangements, but let her think about what she has done and what she has said. she is waivering, let her. If you push on this, you will push her away. Step back, take a deep breath and deal with you, not her, not your M/R. You need to do this, you know you need to do this...
