and thus the morning phone calls begin again. I was just putting dd up for her nap, can't hear the phone while I'm up there, return to find a message on the phone h singing good morning, good morning...then talking about the continued thread of rain, well at least we got a break for a few days, then let me know he'll be available till about 11 (back at the office) before he has to get back to busy stuff. I think I'll wait a bit before I call back...
for those who think h is a big dope here's something that might give you a taste of who he really is...
this was written in a christmas card given to me by h the chrismas that I was preg with son who is now 4.
to my wife and mother to be of our child. words cannot describe the amount of respect I have for you for the toughness you've displayed the last 5 months. I know this is very difficult and I will be there with you every step of the way. I hope this is the best christmas we've shared together. I know my husband skills need some improvement but I hope you know that I love you dearly and want nothing but the best for you and our family to be.
merry christmas love always, h
that man is still here...but for some reason a signal got crossed and he believed I "hated" him and things went a muck...he's trying now...but I think he still has some reservations in expressing his feelings directly (or in writting for that matter) as he doesn't want to be rejected. ironic isn't it.
