But I gotta say, and its just an observation, you sound beat, suga. You DON'T sound mad or anything, but just....like you've been beat.
I'm tired. This has never been what I wanted, but its apparent that unless I do something, the situation will not change. What is the motivation to change if things work ok like they are? I feel I have done what I can do and now its time to move on. If my H chooses to make the changes neccessary to save our M, then so be it. If he chooses to continue his life as it is, then so be it, those are HIS choices. This is for and about me. I have a whole lot more living to do and I don't choose to spend what I time I have living like this. A 1/2 life to me is not acceptable anymore. My H is a cake eater and I am not willing to participate in a 3 person R anymore. So you are right H4H, I have been beat and accept my deafeat with grace and dignity.
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option
