Life is really a big roller coaster ride, isn't it? What have you learned thus far? What else could you learn? Who should you be leaning on more? (God) Like my mom always says, "He (God) hasn't taken you this far just to dump you."
Focus on the positives, not the negatives. Live in the moment. What could you be doing or saying to feel/be happy? What would you and/or H be doing/saying if everything was going well? Remember to "act as if." Be the person you would like to be around.
If you have issues that you feel you need to get off your chest and discuss with H, then write him a letter. Remember to write about your feelings not about what a &***(( he is. nik
