and thats the problem. thats the part where im up against a brick wall. at this point, the problem isnt even between us and our marriage. the problem is within him. he knows what he has with me. he is stuck in the mlc and there is nothing i can really do that will push him along. i am best friends with his mother, we actually bought the house next door to them. he left everyone in his life when he left me. i see he is trying to make his way back, he talks with my father about opening a business together, to take a fresh start, but he needs to end it with her. and he is not.
he tells me its process. im tired of hearing that.
me: 31 H:29 Son:5 m:8 years in november t:10 years first bomb: 10/06 moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08 ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06 d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08 moved home:3/09 out again 5/09