Hey Guys, I hope everyone had a nice new year.

we are still up in VT. The weather has been bad the last two days, blowing snow and windy. The kids are going a little stir crazy, and me too.

My emotions have been all over the place this last wk. I don't know if its because of my hormones or what, but I think im going to have to talk to my dr. I have been a little depressed still, and not interested in anything to tell you the truth. Worried about money and my relationship with H.

He ended up having his snowboard stolen which really stunk. He did have his skis so all is not lost.

We are supposed to return on Sat, but i want to come home tomorrow. It will be to cold here tomorrow to ski and Im ready to get back to my house. The kids have been off of school since Christmas and its time for them to get back into the swing of things.

There's something definately missing, I don't know what it is, im feeling tired and just sad.

thanks for listening.. we also have no cell service here, which is crazy, only internet. H went out for a couple of runs so I was able to get on today.

Hope all of you are well.


me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.