I have just read your threads and feel for you. It must be a bad place to be to have your H do and say the things he has/is.
I am in a different place though, there has been no talk of 'love' for the OM, nothing but 'just friends'. That has been consistent during our initial separation and false recovery although there have been inconsistancies to the story, there has been no mention of taking it to another level.
I know what you mean regarding the D. I flip flop from one moment to the next. One minute I am hoping for a breakthrough and steadfast in my determination to continue our 'friendship', the next I am very tired of all the emotional strain and want a conclusion one way or the other. Keeping up the hope is the hard thing. Plus I have only been doing this for 5 months in total and 1 months since our false recovery.
It's much easier to say rather than do, but I would honestly hope that you will take time to consider the D, continue to GAL as you have been doing and forget all about the end result.
