something sticks in my head that he recently said - when he first left, right away, withought reading divorce remedy, i did not call him, i did not beg or cry in front of him. i made like i was ok and always looked nice and acted right. it backfired because his affair blossomed, and i did not even know about it.

and he recently said to me, "where were you when i first left? u werent crying or begging me then..."

me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09