Time for me to change....scared as Hell! 2

[theotherhalf]

Creed, thank you so much. I really really need the encouragement and support right now.

I have one TR print. H bought it at a Whitetail auction and yes pretty pricey. And I LOVE his work.

None of this is what I want to do. But it's high time I start doing what I HAVE to do. H is still on my mind 24/7 but each time it gets away from me and starts bringing me down, I tell my self to STOP and let it go. I miss him, but then again, not really, I haven't seen or talked to him since Mon afternoon.. I am stopping myself from thinking/wondering/worrying what he is doing. He is a lost man and I have finally realized that there is really nothing I can do for him. So now I have to fix all that is broken in me. Then work towards making MY life better.