Called her back and made a decision to tell her i can’t get together until next week. Told her I was booked solid but was off Thursday-Sat. her birthday is next week as well. I am hoping that by not running to her this time when she offers me a bone it might change a dynamic. I whish something would change. Just feeling sad today. Watched that new movie about the mouse Despero. In the movie there’s a line that’s says something like “Remember when I said grief was the strongest emotion. I was wrong it’s forgiveness.” Nothing like tearing up at a kids movie to ruin a day.
