I will I just didnt want hi, to think I was money hungry...I really do try to take your advice...and I am doing lots better... I actually hate calling him anymore because it just reminds me that he is not here with us.....I very rarely email him.... contact with him is very minimal....it is hard but I am getting there...and you are right no more talk about prayers...
He actually let me know on christmas and the other day when we spoke that he was actually going to church now....he made a joke of it somewhat.... said he was probably the youngest person there... and I believe it... the town where he lives is very country and semi retired community... lots of older people... so I am sure he is the youngest at that church...
I guess he wanted to let me know he was also praying or whatever he thinks he is doing by going to church...I am sure it doesnt hurt for him to go...
thanks ladies for your support and my prayers are all with us in here... talk at ya'll later
