Hey SC, I think we are married to the man. My h has never said he was sorry or admitted he's made a mistake in 30 years. I feel the same way, that my h will never return because once he makes a decision, he would never change it because that would mean he was wrong.
I dont blame you for being afraid about moving. I am going to be in the same boat in a few months. It hurts to have to leave your home. But you'll be ok, I just know it.
