im very concerned about the fact that they are still together. he says he wants to come home, but he still isnt here. he had said it was over with her, but its not.

i just dont know what to do from here. i know that going dark will not help me with him. and i dont want to stop ml but at the same time, i know it just allows him to continue his double life.

i feel stuck because i do not want a divorce.

me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09