Ya Jody was great I am going to call her again soon I feel that I am at a crucial point. Maybe you should give her a call it may help give you some focus or a new perspective. It kind of re-energizes me.
This morning I texted my Wife just to tell her that the roads were bad (we had a snow storm). She called my cell phone and left a message saying " thanks for the heads up, I am going to make a lasagna tonight, hope you have a good day." Later I when I got home |I saw the grocery lists and texted her that it was a crappy drive I can pick up the ingredients. Let me know it will be one less thing for you to do. She texted back sure, thanks
She got home and was in a bit of a mood, so I back off she made the lasagna.
During the evening she was on the phone talking loudly I could sort of hear it but only bits, but she wasn't trying to hide her conversation. It sounded like she was talking about our relationship and bad timing (i think it might be about another guy) but she was giggling like a school girl. I don't know what she was trying to do but I resisted the temptation to try and listen I went about my chores. I get the feeling that she may be trying now to show me that other guys are interested or that she is interested( i don't know) because yesterday she told me that she wished I would date and have sex, because she wanted too. I said I don't want too, she said I want too but I know I don't need it. I think she may been trying to get me to date or something so that she won't feel guilty.
She seemed different today as opposed to the conversation yesterday. At this stage of the game I know to expect it. I will still be consistent and be faithful.
Just keep plugging along but if she starts dating I think she has to move out. I am probably overreacting again and I am hoping om is out of the picture. Again she may be reacting to some feelings about or conversation. She has been seeing my consistency.
Ciao
Jeff
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June 08 I don't want to be married it's not you it's me
