Time for ME to change...scared as hell...

[theotherhalf]

Thank You Creed, don't send your pride just yet. I've only JUST made one or two steps, and you know how I am...

Your right, I'm not acting at all. I DO still love him. I AM still standing for my M, at least for the moment. I don't want to be cruel or cold to him. So easier right now to just stay away from him.

When I first decided to box up his things, I right away thought I'd take them and set them on his porch. Then I thought maybe I'd set them in the kitchen and tell him to come get them. Then I realized the only reason I would really do that is to get a reaction out of him. To maybe somehow "shock" him into reality. THEN I came to. The ONLY reason I need to box up his things is because I don't need to see them all over the place. For me and that's all. So I will box them up and put them in the spare room in the basement this weekend.

I paint on wood crafts. I paint on lots of other stuff too. Gourds, jars, antiques, anything really. Never done canvas but might try that. Snowmen are one of my favorites, love to do deer, my passion is landscapes. Just don't like to do people, they are too hard.