Episode IV: A New Hope (?)

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You know, at times I get frustrated that W doesn't call to talk to the boys. Especially during the weekends that I have them. I know this past weekend, I really wanted to keep tabs on them when she had them, but, I had to giver her HER space to deal with OM and back-off. Stinks when you have to negate making initial contact. I'd sure love to call her now as I still have yet to hear anything.

At this point I am going to assume the worst and they will be gone when I get home and she slipped back into the other realm she lives in. This way I won't feel let down if it does happen to be that way. On the other hand if things turn out to be good I will be able to relish the moment all the much more.

Again, only time will tell, but as I said, I'm putting my defenses up and just be prepared for the worst so I can shrug it off that much easier.