I'm here........

[Startingover2]

Good to hear from you. I check in daily to see if you posted.

How is your H behaving? I know that making that final decision to make a move is tough. I remember how strong you were back in the summer. You were ready to do it on your own. You can do it again.

Like my situation your H has done this twice now. Unlikely without some serious soul searching and help and of course the 'want' to change he won't change. He will do this as long as he is allowed.

I hope that you are making some plans to move on with your own life apart from him.