It is cold today and the skies are cloud covered, but still bright. The snow has stopped for the time being. We didn't get too much, just enought to make things pretty again.
My H is feeling guilty, but the situation is also giving him a chance to make his confessions and apologies. That seems to be helping his spirit. He never has been one for lying, and as I look back I can tell that the Alien visits were a result of his pain from the guilt about his A and all of the lies. I know that he understands that is when all started to go wrong. He is still defensive about WHY he had the A, but he never stops saying that it was the wrong thing to do and how he would like to be able to go back and "undo" it.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.
