Making my own good karma!!

[Silent Chrleader]

I'm feeling nervous about my move to the apartment the end of this week. I'm worried that H sees this is another step toward D, and once he has the house projects fixed and the house sold/rented, then there's no "home" for H to come back to.

I know moving to the apt is the right decision financially and emotionally for me, but I am scared.

I know that in spite of his saying he doesn't want to be in a relationship, that that will change one day, but I don't think that he will even consider reconciling with me. He's a perfectionist. He will never admit he made a mistake, even if he thinks it.

I know it's his loss, but right now, that thought isn't helping me much. I have not called him or anything. Pretty much all contact is made by him now. And I don't really feel the urge much to call him anymore. That's a good thing.

But he's still on my mind constantly.