I agree. amy and I have "talked" about this before. I do not believe I would be good company at that level now, and I really am not up to it at this point. I have had my dreams and visions from before. I have no visions of anyone lately, which is good and bad. I know what I want. and lately I am all about what "I" want, not anyone else.

The walk is good, hard, but good. Weird about the church thing, it really bothers me that I may miss church.