Thank you. I know that is true. I am moving forward, for the most part. I'm not going to stay stuck. It's just not moving forward in the way I would like. Selfish, I know. And The Big Man not letting me in on The Bigger Plan is tough for me!!! Which is funny, because I'm not one to sweat the big stuff, I usually sweat the small stuff.
Maybe I should just get the D paperwork together for him like I told him I would. I haven't done that yet and it would be a 180 for me to dump it in his lap. It's not what I want, but it's not up to me.
Then he says "I want a divorce. Later down the road, we can always get back together and remarry." And I think to myself, no. If it wasn't worth saving, WTH would it be worth remarrying????!!!
What I have learned here is to not get in a tizzy so much and to just let some things roll.
Thank you all again.
Mel
"Standing knee deep in a river and dying of thirst."
