Time for ME to change...scared as hell...

[Bworl]

I am making baby steps. Still falling down some but easier to get back up and keep going. Using this time to do alot of thinking too. Hopefully a little clearer thinking.

This is exactly where we all are when dealing with this. We do our best. In my opinion, the only time the phrase "baby steps" should be used on this board is in relation to US and OUR progress. There is no such thing with walkaway spouses.

I have not called H.

GOOD

This morning I knew he was coming to hay cows, so I went to work early and was gone when he got here.

EXCELLENT

I actually put in 80 hrs last pay period plus 3 hrs overtime. HUGE for me in the last year and a half.

Don't go OVERBOARD, but being more productive at work is also a good thing.

I have 4 painting projects almost completed.

VERY GOOD

Thinking of maybe boxing up H's stuff this weekend. Out of sight, maybe better out of mind...

AWESOME thinking. It will be incredibly good for YOU.

Going to check on church services Sat. nights, something to do.

A good start to filling your time. What else can you find to do to fill those extra hours?


THIS is the kind of stuff we all want to hear from you.

THIS is moving forward, putting the focus on you.

THIS will lead to you becomming stronger.


Good work.


Blessings,

Bill