It's been a while since I last talked about H's repentance process, and I wanted to post a little update about that here...I don't think too deeply on the subject often, because it's frustrating and out of my hands.
So the other night when I found myself wondering about it, I just up and asked him: "Have you thought much about this?" to which, he answered, "Not really." Since I was really feeling brave, I continued, "Is there a reason you haven't pursued it?" Pause. "I guess I've just been lazy."
Okay. I think I knew that...but it was good to get it out there. And to step out of my comfort zone and feel like I didn't have to tiptoe around it. I think I've imposed that tendency on myself in an effort to keep the boat from rocking. But it has a way of keeping us in a holding pattern, and I'd like to keep moving forward, even if it's only an inch at a time.
