Trying flirting on for size!

[ACJ]

Thanks for the affirmation Naej.

You sound so confident and in control

For the first time in a verrrrrrrrrrrrry long time I do feel confident and although the prospect of having a much larger mortgage with only my name on it frightens me to death I do feel in control which has to be much better than feeling as if you are being controlled which is what it's been like the last 3 yrs.

Today marks 3yrs of celibacy (H did keep that going for a short while after he left hence the hope) and I sure as hell hope I won't be adding another year to that in 2010