finding something to do and occupy your mind. I know it is hard to be this close and yet so far. your in a good place, don't get too excited and scare her off. the path back, I am told, is more difficult then the path out.
I am extremely frustrated because I wanna be where you are. I am having a tough day at work, sleep is for crap, and yes I know I keep askingHim for the "reconciliation or not " question, but I need to stop that as well and focus on me and my things. Which I am doing.
I am getting busy with finding a better job. do something or you will drive yourself bonkers. And remember, when she calls, wait a few before you answer. Keep the cool, calm and reservced thing going for you.
