Today I'm driving SS around to appts. SS has asked me to come into his counseling appt. (H will not be there.)

RM seems to be escalating his rude comments to SS.

Oh, here's something funny- H said to SS "You and Mama have no right to talk about what I put in MY body.I am a responsible, successful SOBER adult." The irony- he was drunk when he said it. ROFLMAO!

Thank goodness SS is going to be in rehab for the next few weeks.

I will need to continue to "rehearse" responses for tomorrow. It's so hard to detach; I don't know how to stop loving him.


Me-43
H-46
M 12 yrs 7/09
T 15
2 grown kids
bomb 7/05/07
H moved out 8/04/07
11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling
Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D
End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing