A couple nights ago I dreamed that my W and I were making love. How does a dream like that come to us when we're in so much hurt is a mystery to me.
This morning I woke up thinking about what a Wh*re she is for jumping into bed with the first guy who shows any interest in her. How the girls are witnessing her do these things and have no respect for her. I am angry today.
Then this morning she E-mails me thanking me for moving her mail service so she can read it from anywhere and not have to come to my house.
Last night her stepmom was telling me how W told here that the friend she is living with has such a 'good' relationship with her ex husband. They've been divorced 17 years and she has had boyfriends, some lasting 5-6 years but nobody permanent. Her ex has remarried years ago and is happy. And when they got divorced she didn't do the things W has done.
We will never be friends. Eventually I'll stop being angry. It comes and goes.
